So, it's been months and months since my last update.
Sadly, it's all been rather down hill. I broke up with my girlfriend of 7 years and 8 months. Known her for about 8 years. I feel so hollow. I'm not sure how I can move on from thinking I'd spend a whole life with this person. She feel in love with someone else while we were going out. I found out rather than got told about it. I was crushed, not only because she was kissing and falling for another guy. What hurt me the most was that she said "I love you so much." That's the one thing that hurt so incredibly much. I can't begin to fathom how she could love me at the time and love someone else so much.
How can I continue on knowing that everything I loved, loved something else?
